The boss had started copying me emails.
(Macammana dia tahu aku liat nak naik kerja ni ye..?)
I know I was so GungHo before the vacation. That I was afraid no one is there to help him. That I was feeling sinful things are not completed before I go.
However, after six months in peaceful rest, I started to feel that maybe:
1. He doesn't need me at all.
2. Therefore the work doesn't need me.
3. That the world still goes round without me.
4. That perhaps I am no longer matter.
Damn.
Feeling that I MATTER is what keeping me there.
(aku post natal blues ke?)
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