The Reflection of 2005

In order to embrace the new, we must release the old. An important part of preparing for the New Year is to review the pastyear--to release it--and to learn from it.
To go where we wish to go and be whom we wish to be, we need to know where we are and who we are. An honestself-analysis is always helpful to gain clarity. As we end the year, the decade, the century and the millennium, it seemsparticularly fitting to devote some time to reflecting on the year past and where we find ourselves as the new year dawns. Here are some suggestions to get you started in mulling over the past year-perhaps the last decade.

1. Am I where I want to be? (if not, what's stopping me?)
Yes.

2. What did I achieve? A list of my wins and achievements.
I climbed Kinabalu. I trained thru out the three months before the Kinabalu and I pushed myself to the limit at the plateau
I have turned into a very loving mother which I never thought I could do.
I have started saving and the amount I saved thru 2005 within 8 months is RM5,000
I completed paying for my car loan
I jump started the ERMS application for Coal Team
I developed this time ACP. I develop good relationships with the SP girls, understanding of what more can I learn from them and them from me.
I involved in Long Term Shipping Tender, for the first time and it was fun
I did WHITE WATER RAFTING! Love it! Love it! Love it
I supported Azmady's decision to move to KL, knowing very well that he'll be much busier.
I started Azam Zikry Education Fund.
I started saving for the new house
TG BIN CPCs.
I didn't shout back to her when she came yelling
Boss let the whole audience gave me a standing applause of the good job I've done in organizing a company mini-course.

3. What would I have done differently? Why?
I should have stayed in fit after Kinabalu. Should never stop running.
I should spend more time cooking and ironing for Azmady. Should be taking more vitamins to stay healthy and alert, tak letih sangat to cook for him. Should at least try one special cooking each month
I should have registered with BEM
I should have be more alert and learn more during the execution of TG BIN CPCs.
I should have completed Despatch Demurrage and resolved all the issues and trained people to resolving the issues

4. Was I busy doing or being? (Be comes before do and have. After all we were created to be human BEings not human DOings)
I was busy BEING a very good mother, a very loving one. Never thought I could love anybody that much.
I'm crazy of being a good mother! Can't stop pouring love to him.

5. What were the most significant events of the year past? List the top three.
1. AZAM ZIKRY.
2. Kinabalu peak conquered.
3. Good hari raya vacation with my husband and AZ. We spent the first 10 days with him and it was fun.

6. What did I do right? What do I feel especially good about? What was my greatest contribution?
I really really feel good for overcoming my physical limit in climbing Kinabalu. That is the MOST thing I feel good about.
My greatest contribution , I shall say, buying mak the new sofa set. It means a lot to me.
I am also a great contributor at office, I jump started the ERMS, this year ACP and handle many many reports.

7. What were the fun things I did? What were the not-so-fun?
Answered.

8. What were my biggest challenges/roadblocks/difficulties?
NONE.

9. How am I different this year than last?
I pay more attention to my family compared to last year. I learnt to leave the office work behind when I came back home. I learnt that the bosses' appreciation are not so much important compared to my own child's acceptance

10. For what am I particularly grateful and why?
For a very understanding, a very loving and comprising husband. He was there during rough timhttp://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=14383815&postID=113624928072154351#es with Azam Zikry. He was there to listen to my grumpy days.