filling up time

Am waiting for a London supplier’s office to open. And the person I want to talk to available. I am starting to regret the business decision to deal with a London-based supplier. For one, the time difference is killing me. He can only be available at the final hour of my working time, which he is always somewhere else making coffee, having meeting. But the deal was good, we got a good competitive price. And he is such a reasonable person. We are concluding the contract and once this is sealed off, I no longer have to feel that time is always against me. Then all operational matters can be done via e mail.

By the way, the Boss lamented to a friend that someone has cut and paste my blog entry and emailed that particular entry to him. I was surprised. Not that I feel guilty, because when I wrote that entry, it was really meant for him to know. It was just I was waiting for the right time to send it off to him. I did during his birthday. So are you the one who cut and pasted it to him?

People have started to advise me to be careful of the closest ones to me. They said that the closest ones are the easiest to blow and stab my back. I am still on the principle that if I don’t intend to stab someone’s back, then nobody will to me. Perhaps I am too naïve? That I think the whole world is kind and always kind?

Theo the Raj has been more than helpful to help me out with the interview I attended early this month. He pushed the date earlier so that his HR people could ‘experience’ me. I don’t think anything good would come out from that interview. For once, I valued myself so high that I don’t think they would want to afford me. The Boss, for once looked happy and boasted that no one can afford his ‘kids’.

Yes, for you who cut n paste my email to him, just to let you know that my relationship with him is beyond what you can imagine. He might be accusing me of slacking here and there, but he knows at the end of the day that I will always stand fiercely next to him, helping him out when nobody left standing. I might be whining on what a failure I have been by not meeting his expectations but it was always me that he looked for.

Oh yeah, I also found out that I now have two stalkers! These two guys keep texting me, asking me whether I would have lunch with them, or whether I am still awake at 1 a.m. Not bad eh, at the age of 33, and having 3 kids, some guys are still after me! Ahaha perasan.

The London-based supplier is still in the meeting. I call him on Monday then. Goosh this contract is taking longer than I thought it would!

Off to Yoga class. (will blog more about Yoga in the next entry)

yoga at home

Yoga at home is definitely painful, to me.

I remember the pose i wanted to achieve, but i don't remember how to get there. Thought of just pose and hold for a few breaths. Ended up with sore legs and thighs.

Doing it with a teacher is different. We are slowly guided to move one step to another in achieving the final pose. And moving from the final pose to resting pose is also structured systematically. With the systematic structure, the muscles are slowly stretched and slowly taught to go back to their natural position, I think.

The thing is i need practice! Beginner's class is only on Monday and Tuesday. They have a few on weekends but have decided that weekends is totally the kids-mommy-time. Need at least one or two more session in between Wednesday and Sunday.

I need to be better at this. Wonder whether I can find a tape recorder to recorded the instructor's voice and practice at home.

Glee I wanna hold your hand

Sekarang ni kat US dah season 2 .. kat Malaysia baru keluar season 1 part 1 and season 1 part 2

Dia cerita pasal teenagers kat high school

Semalam I watched the downloaded version season 2… ada satu bab ni, ada this character, a gay boy nama Kurt.. ayah dia kena stroke and masuk spital.. mak dia mati time dia kecik. .masa dia tengok the mom was being placed into the grave, and the soil were scooped onto the coffin, he looked up at his dad looking for his dad to say that everything was gonna be okay, that the world is not coming into an end for him, but all the dad did was hold his tiny hand.. that was enough for him..

And now that the dad is hospitalized and in coma, he longed to hold his dad’s hand… dia pegang his dad’s hand and ask, ‘dad if you hear what I say, please squeeze my hand’.. tapi dad dia tak respond..

then masa kelas dengan Mr Schue, he sang I wanna hold your hand (was it by the beetles? Or bee gees?), it is supposed to be a fun song kan, but he carried it so differently , slow motion and full of emotion…

I nangis dengar dia nyanyi.. ni I tengah nyanyi macam dia nyanyi pun, I nangis! Aiyoo..!

side Effects?

http://www.buzzle.com/articles/keratin-hair-treatment-side-effects.html

oh kenapakah rambut rambut ku berjatuhan di merata tempat?

Inikah sebabnya?

Winnie did caution me on the hair loss, she said it might not be the case if you are not in the post natal zone.