One More Week

One More Week


one more week and I’ll be back at work.
its funny that when you tried so hard not to remember things that happened just over your long holiday, you would drive along the highway and try very hard not to look at the building where you work.
i tried not to think of what is waiting for me at work, and how would I react knowing things that I worked on before my long leave is exactly at where I left them of.

other than that, the Man’s masters program is starting this week, today more exactly. he seemed excited, going over all the subjects that will be his favorite and subjects that he thinks are not relevant to him. I guess when the assignments start pouring in, the excitement shall be gone.. but for now, I enjoy seeing him excited stepping outside his usual limited box. I guess changes are always good for people, it made their brain work extra active and imagine more. Not knowing whether we can pull things through and juggle all the things existing around is exciting huh.

therefore, what is the change I need?

would i be the same ‘ol, same ‘ol?

would I dare stepping out the same usual box that I have been living within the past ten years? or would I be excited to be back to the same box, doing the same things with new challenges?

knowing that things went through the same when I wasn’t around made me think that perhaps, the place can survive without me. no, not perhaps, the place SURVIVE without me. Therefore I allow myself to be given the credit to. what I want to accomplish, has been accomplished.

perjuangan sudah selesai. what more to achieve?

I have one more week to think things through.