The Day I Finally Took Out My IUCD

So I have been deferring it for few months. First, I didn’t think I was ready to love another baby as much as the Great Kiddo. Then, with moving house, I didn’t think I want to be pregnant while rearranging potted plants and heavy albums. But most importantly, I still remember the pain I had when they jacked the IUCD up to my uterus and I had cramps all night long which prolonged to the day after. That was why I skipped the first year check up.

Today, however, I decided that I have to embrace the fear. Dr Delaila went for Hajj so her clinic was closed. I decided this morning that today might be the day, plus I am on my fifth day of period so, rang up SJMC during breakfast and made appointment with Dr Christina instead. Finished up my Monthly Report and asked Kamarul to send me to the hospital at 10:45. Waited with fear of pain until 1:10, prayed so hard that the pain will be that muc, then everything happened so fast afterwards. Without I even know it, the equipment was out and I was a free woman!

I did embrace my fear.

1 Goal down. What they say is true, once you tackle one goal down, the world seems like yours and the sky is the only limit you see.