Yesterday e-conversation-of-the-day.

Her: I was the one who put the service up to your area.

Other Her: Hey gheeezzzzz, thanks a lot!

Her: Yes, it was a tough work (the vendors are not cooperating, sun won't shine, wires were cluttered, snow came down in Florida, the whole China were in black out, Rafidah cried for the seventh time, bla bla bla) and I did it anyway.

Me: Hey her, you seemed so proud of your work. I'm very honored to have a friend like you (who has the sense of pride of what she's doing). Being proud of your work make you getting up from bed with high enthusiasm and good spirit, be ready to go thru the jam to work and contribute to community!

Her: Of course I'm proud.

Me: (hey ask about my work! ask about my work! I got something to be proud of too!)

Her: It's my work and I did it.

Me: (ask me! ask me!)

Her: I'm very proud of myself.

Me: (gave up telling the so-called-best-of-friends the sense of pride over work which I sometimes find crappy) Anyeone else who has the same kinda sense of pride? (at least I ask the others!)

Other Her2: Yes, I did.

Other Her3: Not really, being unappreciated sucks.

Her: (quiet)

All: (quiet, matter is closed)

Me: (quiet too, my work is too big to be announced over the net for these so-called best-friends, consoling myself)

Her: (probably, my work is the biggest of you all)

Me: (quiet, feeling that she must be feeling that the other's jobs are too little to ask for, ye lah, siapalah kitorang ni, tak de le sebesar engkau sangat contribution to the community, to the nation, to the world)

Me: (that's it, out of my chest! lega)

Me: (teruk ke aku kutuk kawan sendiri?)