Missed Blogging :(

Wow! Just finished writing the third draft of my Board Paper to be presented to the committee. Wonder how would that go tomorrow.  

 

I actually missed blogging. Can’t really find the time to pour my thoughts, can’t really find time to think for myself, actually.  

 

The week has passed by with me BERJAYA fasting for 4 consecutive days. I got another 15 days to go. Weight doesn’t really go down, by the way. Both weight scale (over home and work) shows the big 60, refusing to move towards its left. (Why Mr. Scale, why??!) It also had been almost two weeks with Sendayu Tinggi. I think I give another RM96 a shot. (I am so in AF fever!!) 

 

A boss over work, Sob, had just lost his mom. He came back to work today, I saw him in the office and gave him a big hug. He was obviously in tears whenever he was alone. He must be attached (sooo attached) to his mom that God let him be there by his mom’s side when she passed away. Thought whether God will serve me the same. Then quickly called home, but mak wasn’t around. Talked to apak, instead. Told him the plan of buying a new sofa set for kampong. Asked him to recky. At night, mak called to reconfirm. Hehe.. those two never reconcile over stuffs involving the kids’ monies. 

 

Anyway, came back to Sob, I just hope that he’ll recover soon. It broke my heart to see him walking around with swollen eyes. I’m sure he has done enough for the mom to feel loved and cared but, how enough can one feel?   

 

She, by the way, is going to Australia for a coal conference (hey, I’ve never been to Australia). Syahir, who is outside the coal team, but always worked for us compiling the data for the purpose of record, was supposed to go to Japan but his application as somehow rejected due to incoherence of certain procedures. (We were supposed to get the CEO permission before reserving any seats for overseas training, but by the time we finally get the permission, it will be waaaaaaaaay over the date line) I just hope Syahir will get the chance to go to Japan, pity him, he worked for Coal Team more than She did. (In fact Ida has never been overseas) Don’t let me start how come She is given so much opportunity inside Coal Team. Rumors said that she’ll be joining the team, soon, but not starting from Coal Operation. I mean, if someone honestly wants to learn about the Coal Business, Operation is where you should start, where you’d learn who’s who in the business, the vessel queues during high market time, the customer’s requirement (and hassle of dealing with them). Anyway, who am I to talk? (or shall I write, how blue are my eyes to talk such things about the blue eyed girl).    

 

What have I been reading about office politics is coming to life. Welcome to the real life, mommy, where the sweet talkers and coffee makers got all the advantages! 

 

On the happier note, li’l Azam Zikry now is getting cuter (mommy thinks). Have small plan for his birthday (which falls just a day before 1^st Ramadan). Will be inviting his baby sitters (and the family) and a few friends who live nearby. Would just order some mee goreng or mee what-ever and buy a bucket of KFC for Kak Endon’s kids. The other night, I thought I heard Azam Zikry said thank you. Hmm. Imran, baby of Edina, can now pronounce ‘ayah’ so clearly. I am so excited over his development but not pushing Azam Zikry though.  

 

It’s almost 12:00. Better go up and sleep before dear hubby merepek repek about me staying up late for almost every night now.  

 

PS Azrina, if you read this, I was about to write. instead of the real name! Hahaha.. kau punya pasal, I’.!