Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Journal Day 1

Yeahhh!!! I can now blog from my email.

Hmm.. don't know how long have I been wanting to do this: setting up my
own blog that allow me to blog from my email. Since the little baby
arrived, I didn't have much time to login to the net and type. But I
have sooooo much things in my mind to write about!

I spent two hours yesterday (while the dear hubby went out to play
badminton) after work just to surf for the right blog and Blogger is
actually the 3rd one I chose. It practically allow me bloging from my
email. They also have this moblog thingy which you can blog from your
mobile. I'll see how that is done later ya!!!

Can't tell how happy and excited I am!!

Alright, back to the subject of the baby! Gosh.. I never know it can be
so demanding. He is now 9 months old. Since he arrived, I never had time
to read daily paper at home (yeah like I have time to read one at work!)
I have enjoyed reading so much, but I can never finish one short article
in the Reader's Digest. The other day, I saw the latest Reader's Digest
at my mom in law's and the story was about this cello player who went to
play for the teenager inmates in one of the prisons. I practically
rushed to the last page of the story just to know what happened at the
end before the baby crawled to the nearest cat bowl! However, feeling
that I don't have much time to read does make me feel guilty. Does a
good mother (RETYPE:: good responsible loving nice mother) allow herself
to feel that the baby doesn't allow her to have much time by herself?
Doesn't a good mother supposed to live happily with the new arrived
baby? How important a 'time for herself' is compared to this tiny little
human who constantly need her attention? 'Time for herself' vs 'cute
little baby' in the boxing ring!!!!! And spectators will start booing
for the "Time for herself" to surrender!

Gynewth Paltrow was right (on her Apple) We, mothers, can feel guilty of
about just everything!

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